It's been a pretty long while since i last posted i suppose. Haha i got myself new shoes and a new bed since the last post and of course i've been thinking alot.

Its so weird how relationships fall apart.

I wonder how many relationships between people even last. Two friends can never be close friends forever.

In my opinion, people change. Everyone changes, and nobody changes together and at the same time, in the same way.

That's pretty sad but I guess that's what I've been getting through my life.

People change, people disagree, people quarrel, people fall apart, relationship made history.

Difference in working styles appall me very frequently. But over time I think I've learnt to keep comments and certain feelings to myself. Thinking aloud isn't smart.

Working styles of myself and friends I work with have proven to be vastly different but I think everyone's style is good in its own way. More often than not the differences in working styles do not deviate much. I think they only differ in the emphasis of certain parts of the process.

I see no point in having contentions over differences in working styles although some may seem, at one point in time, to be absurd. There is no end in trying to achieve perfect harmony in idea and thoughts between two people no matter how similar their styles may be. Because of that, it is retarded, in my opinion, to have conflicts with your friends/ colleagues over differences.

Nothing moves and all that happens is that a working relationship between parties get tensed and eventually if no effort or compromise is made by either side, a relationship would be condemned eventually isn't it.

Maybe I don't sound quite sane or coherent over here because I'm really tired and I can't express myself properly but somehow it just feels good to throw everything I've been thinking of out.

I'm hungry and i'm tired. I shall sleep.

(:

So many times i wanted to post but so many times i didn't.

Either no time, or ended up gaming. What a phat loser. haha.

Aye but anyway, I've had lots of thoughts. Maybe when i'm really damn bored i'll just spam it all out over here.

But for now i got 1 thing on my mind.

WTF DOTA COMPETITION TMRW D:

I'm going to feed --

And dotter leg like broken like that wor. Later kayak until die then need me buy coffin D: but i no money D:

gg.

Hai, I lead a screwed laife.

Naix please steal my life :D

Everyone has their own differences, isn't it.

Different styles, different mentalities, different behaviours.

I feel bad for how i think of some people with differences. However sometimes these people are those that have to change and somehow i don't know what approach to take to tell them they've got to change.

Its confusing D:

My shoulder hurts bad ): Maybe i'm too playful today and that's my reward for arm wrestling someone so epicly strong like jinghao D:

Outing outing, I look forward to outing, but i dread the outing.

When you attempt to do something and let a group of people dear to you have fun, its a big risk.

At least for me it is.

If it goes well, fine. If it doesn't, I get damn worked up.

Sucks eh.

Sucks to be me.

<3 Maksim Mrvica. Best pianist ever.

11 months since I last blogged here haha. I'm back!

This is probably the 24743825841235th time i'm reviving a blog but hopefully this time i'm slightly more skilled at reviving blogs and it doesn't die within 2 months or something haha.

In the last 11 months I've grown.

I've made my mistakes and I've made the right decisions too.

Its too much to describe, but I've found these few phrases in my head way too often for my own comfort.

其实

否定

如果

早知

It's been a long time since i've been an optimistic person as much as I try but i guess more tries won't hurt.

Since the last time I blogged, I grew from a CPL in NPCC to a SSG.

Since the last time I blogged, I wasn't anyone in NPCC but now i lead my unit (with pride :D )

Since the last time I blogged, I quit council.

Since the last time I blogged, I had a bestfriend, now I don't.

Sine the last time I blogged, I didn't grow more than 3cm (crap)

Campcraft summarizes my thoughts now. I need to improve.

<3 T700. New phone (:

This world, whether beautiful or ugly, depends on how we choose to see it, I shall conclude.

Its all in the state of my mind.

Hello hello!

First of all, HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR TO ALL!! haha.

I realised i haven't been blogging alot. its a week since i've touched livejournal. This week feels supersuper long. i thought i hadn't blogged for like. 2 or 3 weeks, then i saw last post 18 jan haha. Perhaps i've been having days so long such that one day feels like three days. O:

Anyway, blink blink. here comes the new lunar new year. blink again, its 10 days before i go to china. haha. i've got mixed emotions about this trip, actually. I hope it'll be an enriching experience (okay i know it'll be one) but then again, leaving singapore means leaving alot alot of things behind. haha. Things that are worth missing, i'll miss.

There's so much that's going to happen in the next few weeks. Everything feels so jampacked. Within a few days i'd know my SLCOT committee/position. Within a few days, i'd be having Seargent promotion test (please, i need to pass this.) Within a few days, i'd have my math test. Within a few days, literature review would be due. Within a few days, i'd be having english common test. Within a few days, I'D BE GOING TO CHINA. ONCE I'M BACK FROM CHINA, THE TESTS POUR IN AND I DIE. sigh.

I realised i'll need lots of mental support through this period because i'd be deaddd busy. So those who know you matter, help me out will you (:

I'm lost for what to do for literature review. totally. i missed the session for council invest and i'm 101% clueless about what i'm supposed to do, when i have to do it by and all the blablahs.

I just hope everything's going to go well. yay!

Once again, happy CNY

Hello world (:

I've been busy. nobody's been not busy. haha

Actually, i realised i could be doing much much much more than what i'm doing now, but i'm just half a slacker, a quarter a pig and the only that little bit of me is a hardworking person ):

I've been slacking too much. that's why i just finished my homework due tomorrow. I don't know what's going to happen to my test this term, but ah well, best of luck to me. I shall really really start revising soon once council invest is over.

I injured my hand during NPCC training, from pegging. great isn't it. somehow my skin's as thick as tissue paper and i pegged vigorously into what i figured was concrete till my hand blistered and tore --; because the peg was sexily rusty my hand got infected and it was pussing around till yesterday night ):

Its still purple. it still hurts, but better.

It sucks because the wound's at the joint. Everytime i write, the wound opens up again. pretty irritating. hopefully it'll heal overnight tonight (:

Thanks chermain for the plaster today (:

Anyway, i've got maths sums that my dad doesn't know how to do. Now i hope there's something wrong with the question. because if the standard's that high, i'm going to faint.

today was good. good till uh, just now. when i got heartbroken -sadface- ):

But i'm fine again (: every part of me is fine except for my throat that suddenly decided to hurt.

This post is so crappy, like all others are. haha.

All of you reading this post, your'e wasting your time. HAHA noob.

well, i've got to stop wasting my time. haha.
nights world.

Dont ask people to sleep early when you dont because it just means you suck O: haha (:

SMAILE!

yay. randomosity in the midst of busy-ness does help a little everytime.

I realised that i'm getting busier.

that's bad O:

bad but good. when i'm busy i don't think too much because i've got insufficient time/energy/life to think about anything more than workworkworkwork and work. okay maybe i'll have a slot for friend and another for food.

And i'd just wish people would stop falling asleep in anywhere but their beds. haha. suckers (x

I've got work to do but i shall not do anymore. What's the point of cursing at my notes and having nothing productive happening in my head.

haha.
nights world.

Horrid experiences like that do happen.

maybe working together does no good. like, really.

its so stupid.

I've got to accept the stupidity level of such things because i know its completely normal for things to be this stupid but i can't stand it because i'm stupider.

I don't see why sorry should exist. its such a stupid word. but perhaps if saying it makes us feel better then its fine.

now where's my angel to make me feel better?

omg i needa go to the toilet O: